Below are the 3 most recent journal entries recorded in mrse1fde5truct's LiveJournal:

Friday, September 4th, 2009
9:14 am	So I made a new journal. xthemetalone Some entries are public, some are private. Add me and let me know you added me so I can add you back..that is, if I want to. (Comment on this)
Friday, November 28th, 2008
2:24 pm	Long update which most of you won't read.. Again, it's a been a long time since I've posted. Some of you I've talked to over the past month. But for my own records and to let everyone else know, I started college this passed Monday. I'm in Florida, and if you're looking to stalk me, I'm at 3679 Winter Park, Florida 32792. I have a house that's split among me, Chris, Kyle and a friend of theirs named Dan who's a pretty cool guy. We refer to him as "Mom" because he cooks and cleans all the time. Magic down here is so much better than magic at home simply because you can do anything. Packs of cards are super cheap as well as singles. Mana Reflection back home or at normal comic shops will be maybe $5+. Not here. It'll be as low as $0.49. Pretty awesome. The thing is, there's a new way of playing, that I honestly like playing more, called Type 2, or Standard format, which anyone who wants to compete in tournaments should look into. Friday Night Magics here are EPIC. 50 people showed up last Friday and it was...insane. I got in 27th place in my first tournament which isn't bad at all, and it only costs $6 to enter PLUS you get food and a drink. And it's real sanctioned tournaments, not like the FNMs back at Clockwork Comics. Looking back at that, it seems like a terrible scam or joke. Anyway, College itself, I can already see, is uber tough. 4 hours of note taking, then 4 hours of work(lab). It's pretty brutal, and the schedules can be pretty brutal too. I did make a cool friend since I've gotten here though, Dan (Another Dan). He's a great Christian, who's into fantasy, and metal, and he's in the same course as me, so I can imagine he and I will be collaborating on projects in the future. He's who I spent my Thanksgiving with since both of us were alone. (I saw Fight Club for the first time, and holy shit it was amazing). I'm still keeping up as a musician. Singing and playing guitar when I have a chance. I haven't written anything spectacular yet, but I'm thinking that in the near future I'll be having a music myspace with records and everything up. I also might possibly be in a band, again. We'll see though. By the way, my laptop that the school issued to all of us students shits on my old computer. Well, on most computers for that matter. It's a Mac which...is fine. It's not terrible at all when you start getting used to it. I honestly thought that Full Sail was a joke. A not-so-great school that wasn't going to do shit for me, but I can already tell that it will. It's seriously awesome. As I've heard, it gets more and more awesome every year. It's not all lights and shiny objects like I was expecting, it's actually a really cool place, with cool people, and cool teachers. (Especially that one that Sean would totally want to fuck the hell out of if he could only see. xD) Over all, it's been mostly good. The only thing that really sucks is...everything else. I miss my friends. I feel so lonely half the time. Even when I'm with my friend Dan or doing shit with Kyle and the other Dan, it still gets lonely. I miss the friends back at home. I miss all of you I left back at home. I hate thinking about it because it gets me in a depressed and down mood, but it's the truth. I'm lonely, and I miss my friends, my real family. But that's not the worst part. If I was little more dramatic, I'd say my relationship is killing me. I hate this long distance bullshit. I hate not talking, not knowing, not having, not hugging or kissing or anything. My relationship consists of the occasional text or phonecall saying "I love you!" or "I miss you!" and the "In a relationship" status on myspace. That's it. She hardly talks if we're on the phone, and I know she feels bad, but that doesn't change the fact that she doesn't. It's not all her though, but..I never wanted this. I don't know what I'm going to do, but I can't keep this up for much longer. I'm done for now. I don't know when I'll post again or even check again. God bless. Justin. (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, January 28th, 2008
10:36 pm	Doing something I don't do often.. It's just a cool survey. Feel free to leave a comment on mine or a comment of your answers. I'd love to hear what people have to say. Just post yours right on here as a comment. This is a pretty good survey and I took it serious for the most part so it would actually be worth posting. Like I said,  I'd love to hear what my friends would answer. TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now: 1. I forgive you, but you're not my friend anymore. 2. I love you so much, but things will -never- be the same. Youscrewed me over, you betrayed my trust, you're not my friend. 3. Whore. 4. You really don't know how much you mean to me. >.< 5. HELP ME ON RC YOU GOD DAMN CRACKA!!! 6. I miss you man, you were like a brother. 7. Sorry. 8. I hate your close-mindedness. 9. GO AWAY!! 10. I miss you, you were like my best friend. Why did things change?! NINE things about yourself: 1. Apparently, I have alot of things I need to tell people but can't. 2. I'm not a rascist. Really. I'm not. 3. I am awesome. 4. I hate vanity 5. I hate when people say Music = Life. It doesn't. You're an idiot. 6. I hate when people change for reasons other than self-improvement. 7. I love winning arguments. 8. I say sorry to much. 9. I don't have a favorite color. EIGHT ways to win your heart: 1. Figure them out on your own. I'm not making a cheat-sheet. 2. Figure them out on your own. I'm not making a cheat-sheet. 3. Figure them out on your own. I'm not making a cheat-sheet. 4. Figure them out on your own. I'm not making a cheat-sheet. 5. Figure them out on your own. I'm not making a cheat-sheet. 6. Figure them out on your own. I'm not making a cheat-sheet. 7. Figure them out on your own. I'm not making a cheat-sheet. 8. Figure them out on your own. I'm not making a cheat-sheet. SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot: 1. I wonder if people actually like me. If so, why? 2. What would Jesus do? 3. Past friends and relationships. 4. Death. 5. The urge to play guitar. 6. The urge to sing 7. Other things. SIX things you do before you fall asleep: 1. I usually put on PJ pants if I have them. 2. Pray. 3. Read. 4. Watch T.V. 5. Pet my kitty. 6. Hug my pillow and close my eyes. FIVE people you can't live without. 1. No one. I can live regardless. 2. No one. I can live regardless. 3. No one. I can live regardless. 4. No one. I can live regardless. 5. No one. I can live regardless. FOUR things you're wearing right now. 1. PJ pants. 2. T-Shirt 3. Braclets. 4. Hair tie. THREE songs that fit your life perfectly. 1. Anywhere by Avantasia. Not necessarily because of relationships but simply for the line 'Waiting for tomorrow, for a little ray of light.' It always reminds me that there's another day. That if I had a bad day, tomorrow might not be so bad, if it is, there's another day after that! 2. Brothers of Metal by Manowar. Corney in all it's ways, it fits my life perfectly. Rocking out, loving my brothers, and kicking ass with the power of metaaaaahl! 3. Holiness. It's a song I sing alot that I'm not sure of it's origins or writer, but it's just a song that reminds me who I live my life for. (Another song that would fit here would be 'I Can Only Imagine' by Mercy Me) TWO things you want to do before you die: 1. To help and have a beneficial, lasting effect or impression on at least one person. 2. Be a good dad. ONE confession: 1. I have a slight prejudice against goth/emo people and tend to judge them before knowing them. Sadly when I do, most of them prove my stereotyping true anyway. (3 Comments |Comment on this)